Here comes a feeling you thought you'd forgotten

School, spice and everything nice.

Its 12.11 AM as I’m typing this, but since school starts at 2 tmr, I shall give this dead space a short update. 

My previous updates was a whiny post about how I was afraid to go for orientation alone, and a brief update about my orientation that went pretty well (so thankful). :>

So school’s been alright, with some days being especially fun though the projects are staring to pile. Poly’s too much of an independent learning, sometimes I find myself losing track. However, I’m really thankful for the kind classmates I have, those who thoughtfully made the effort to remind everyone of the assignments/tutorials that needs to be done or that are due. And though most of us are made of different dynamics, I guess we happen to nicely complement each other’s differences, which make us awesome all together! ;-)

-inserts thousands of happy faces-

In short, they’re really awesome people, and I’m lovin’ the class spirit. ♥

Yeah, I guess that’s about all, but here’s some pictures to show. :-)

Taken on the morning of LRM’s night walk (A Twisted Fairytale), ft ShuXian. 

Taken on Monday, after IHT’s lecture, ft ShuXian (left) and Jamie (right). Really awesome people. :-) 

Taken just yesterday before class. Look at the horrendous eye bags! 

And the last one, taken just today, after APEL. 

P/S: Did I mention I got a blue-black on my thumb after frisbee trials last night…….? It hurts damn bad I swear. Ah.

I’m still trying to fit in though I’ve made some really cool new friends. 

I miss my secondary school pals. They’re the best. Really. 

Strawberries and fresh cream.

Week 0 has officially ended, and tmr’s the start of week 1, the official start to the whole new school term. 

Orientation went really well, that is if you exclude the total awkwardness I was feeling as I stepped in the premises of TP alone. Yeah, all alone. No familiar faces at all. And I wouldn’t deny that I was feeling scared. More than just scared actually. But I’m glad things turned out pretty good afterwards. And I’m happy to say that my classmates are pretty cool people. Love ‘em. :)

So day 1 consisted of many shy smiles and awkward silence, and we actually didn’t do much except for some self introduction, the learning of all the business school cheers, and TP’s mass dance. Though it was awkward dancing with someone you just met, I’m sure everyone still had a great time! 

On Day 2, the whole of TP headed out to Bedok Reservoir for the annual TP Regatta which consisted of 7 dragon boating races and a cheer team competition. Though the business school did not win the best cheer team award, we won the overall champion for dragon boating FOR THE EIGHTH TIME IN A ROW!! Our cheers were deafening, haha. 

Headed for dinner with my fellow classmates at the Business school canteen after Regatta ended, and then headed for Jam&Hop. It was a whole new experience, and I would give this the most credit for breaking the ice among all of us. So impressed with the people who can really dance damn well. Such an eyeopener! 

So yeah, this is all that sums up my 2 day orientation! Looking forward to classes with my more than awesome classmates. ;) 

Leap.

Orientation’s on the day after tmr, can’t help feeling a little nervous and afraid. Hoping things will turn out better than expected and I’m trying to tune my mind into thinking of something positive. 

Being so into my comfort zone and sticking so much to the people I know, I think I kinda forgot how its like to make new friends. Can’t help feeling so socially awkward.  :( But I probably should relax, be myself and try making some friends, right? Right. Ah. 

However, a midst the nervousness, I kinda feel a little excited to get the ball rolling for school again. I miss the feeling of… studying. Mm, ironic much. 

Do wish me luck yeah, hope the early days of school has been great for all of you. :-)

Forever friends.

I’ve tried so hard to put this aside, to constantly remind myself that life’s like this, people come and go. But its not helping. Not at all..

I don’t know if you’ll ever see this, but I really never wanted things to end this way. I know it hurts. And I’m really sorry. But that’s just something that’s not within my control.. You know how its like.. I know whatever that’s said now wouldn’t make a difference, but yeah.. I hope you’ll feel better as time passes. Stay strong, please.

Are you avoiding something?